I often lie to myself. I need clarity. So this is good me being in a different environment (ccs) it gives me time to understand more of the person I am. because right now, im really not so sure. I'm in a place so foreign to what I've ever known. Not referring to the school but myself. I don't feel the same. I just feel like I'd feel a lot better if I could identify the emotions and ideas i've been experiencing lately with something..something familiar I guess.