idk late

master of none - beach house
adversity - beach fossils
beetles - warpaint
after hours - the velvet underground
black rooster - the kills
diamonds are forever - kanye west
a long walk - jill scott
love is a losing game - amy winehouse
our deal - best coast
looking at the invisible man - the dead weather
glass deers - braids
are friends electric? - the dead weather cover
bhang bhang, i'm a burnout - dum dum girls
elephants - warpaint
cemetery rain - minks
i bleed - pixies

Trainspotting

"Now I've justified this to myself in all sorts of ways. It wasn't a big deal, just a minor betrayal. Or we'd outgrown each other, you know, that sort of thing. But let's face it, I ripped them off - my so called mates. But Begbie, I couldn't give a shit about him. And Sick Boy, well he'd done the same to me, if he'd only thought of it first. And Spud, well okay, I felt sorry for Spud - he never hurt anybody. So why did I do it? I could offer a million answers - all false. The truth is that I'm a bad person. But, that's gonna change - I'm going to change. This is the last of that sort of thing. Now I'm cleaning up and I'm moving on, going straight and choosing life. I'm looking forward to it already. I'm gonna be just like you. The job, the family, the fucking big television. The washing machine, the car, the compact disc and electric tin opener, good health, low cholesterol, dental insurance, mortgage, starter home, leisure wear, luggage, three piece suite, DIY, game shows, junk food, children, walks in the park, nine to five, good at golf, washing the car, choice of sweaters, family Christmas, indexed pension, tax exemption, clearing gutters, getting by, looking ahead, the day you die."


this film.

manipulation is a hell of a noun

Pixies Dead, I bleed, Snub TV BBC session 1989

playlist one

1. childhood - beach house

2. boys run wild - minks

3. lissie's heart murmur - warpaint

4. mutterlein - nico

5. there she goes again - the velvet underground

6. cat claw - the kills

7. in the cold, cold night - the white stripes

8. i feel strange - the dead weather

9. color me in - broadcast

10. alice - cocteau twins

short but it's okay

madnight

my cousin and i have decided to step into the madness of black friday

a morning of tv nostalgia

christmas classics, hot chocolate w/ whip cream, fire place, cold weather, mochas, christmas songs, mother daughter music sessions, and cold walks after dark. 31 days of me at my happiest.

wednesday mourning

it's 4:13am, i'm still not asleep, and this album is a masterpiece.

KIDS part 1

being stuck in the house on a friday night watching the kids because my parents are going to some play in baltimore actually was not as bad as i planned it out to be. i mean after all the chocolate, sugar, and tea wore out of their system.. things were good. we took pictures and videos out of pure boredom hahahahaha ENJOY.

part of my christmas list minus clothes and stuff

1. every season of the tales from the crypt series on vhs

2. david bowie (1969 album) and nico's desertshore album on vinyl

3. grand theft auto vice city

4. the claymation christmas classics

5. the game of life

6. all of the charlie brown characters

7. some shit to add to the wall on the left side of my room

8. a whole bunch of crazy wigs in different colors

9. a lifetime supply of cinnamelts hahaha

10. a bunch of random children fantasy books that i've never read before

why am i never satisfied?

1:50am

to be completely honest, i probably should have stayed at ccs. yes i know i've complained and complained and complained about how much that school irritates the shit outta me but nothing has changed. i'm still friends with the same people, still the same person i've always fucking been, i still live in the same house, and school work still consumes majority of my time. at least at that school i still had time to myself, to think, do little side projects without falling behind, and just chill. but ever since i switched back it's like i can't do anything, sometimes the work is so overwhelming i can't even hear my own thoughts! i hate easton high so much, i actually wouldn't mind going back to ccs.. maybe i'm being a baby and running away from my problems again but i just wish i had some time to myself, some time for my thoughts, some time to just breathe. but right now i can't and idk i just idk i'm rambling cause i'm confused and looking for a solution to this horrifying dilemma. i've been thinking about this too much, it's got me really depressed. i'm just a person, with needs, like anyone else. i just wish i could sneak away, quietly, and nobody know where i went to.

WARPAINT

i love warpaint so much omg, you just don't even know!
stella during composure (3:25 - 3:42 to be exact), emily and theresa's elevating vocals in burgundy, and DAT BASS LINE IN WARPAINT WARPAINT. omg i just can't even begin to describe this band

sailor slumber party at da wallace's tommorow, yayayayayay.

Sonic Youth - Little Trouble Girl

MARY WANNA PLAY WITH ME

omg i'm so lonely on this saturday night. my mama's been gone since thursday and i miss her dearly :'( but i must admit, having the whole house to yourself has it's perks. for example i've been walking around the house naked for days hahaha, blasting ma music as far as it possibly goes, and smoking in comfort. This saturday night i've been doing all the above. Goodnight to you all! i'm feeeelin' fineeee with fuckin' marijuana in my mind. now i'm going to sleep.

pledge

hi, i decided to post something on blogger, because i've been neglecting it for months now. Due to me falling into the tumblr craze. i'm pledging to post something on here at least once a month, for myself, because i really didn't want to leave this website for tumblr, i really didn't, it just all sort of happened so fast.. hahaha anyways, this is my promise to blogger.