Dream #1

I had a dream that I was at a carnival or something and I met this asian girl and we were talking, sharing interest, laughing..she was really cool. we were running around the carnival & being crazy and then all of a sudden she starting talking about religion and asked if I had ever heard of some type of religion with the name space in it or something (I cant quite remember) and I was like no and she started informing me about the religion and telling me that she practices it and I just kind of let her know I'm not really down with the whole religion thing nor have i found a religious niche yet and she was like here just try it out and she pulls out a needle and she kept trying to inject me with some sort of weird drug that only exists somewhere in my head and so I kept trying to move away from her and i kept telling her no i don't wanna take it but she eventually over-powered me and shot me up with her drug (which I think is what she was referring to as her 'religion') and she was like all happy and glad that she got me high and I was pissed at first and screamed at her because i didn't know wtf she put in my body but then I started to get really happy and i remember hallucinating the entire time and she introduced me to some random black guy and then we all got on more rides, laughed the tears out of our eyes and forgot about the world.

I think I had this dream due to a combination of things..

A. I'm sad and nothing but sadness has been consuming my life lately.

B. I'm missing the company of many people in my life.

C. I go to a Christian School filled with happy religious people and so I guess in the back of my mind im longing for the happiness of believing in something. It seems like a lot of people who believe in something have a hopefulness within them, happiness, no matter what the religion. It would be nice to believe in something, and I suppose that's what I'm looking for.

and in some weird twisted way all my thoughts created this happy train wreck of a dream.