BLAh

I can't go too w/o making something or writing. I'll go crazy and everything in my mind gets all flustered and hectic and it feels like thousands of thoughts and ideas keep running wild all at once and i become filled w/ anxiety and then when i finally get it out I never feel like I've properly/fully expressed what it is that's been bugging me and so I feel a void I guess and idk why but everything in my brain goes insane. With that being said, I'm going to try to start getting serious about my artwork again because when I'm working whether it be playing around w/ filming, making silly little songs, or doodling it makes me happy and calms all the crazy chatter in my head for awhile. I can't help but feel that this is the way I'm going to feel for awhile, like there are so many things I wanna do that are not even remotely possible to do if I continue to stay here in easton. I just hope I can get out and get out soon bc living the rest of my days w/ a feeling so crucial will not be days well lived.