not quite depressed i don't think, but the lowest form of being sad

i don't even know what the fuck i wanna do with my life anymore ugh everything's so fucked up

i've been watching 90's hood movies these past 3 days. i ain't complainin' though

Santo & Johnny, Sleepwalk, 1959

my room is like a whole new hell when i live in it

tell your mother i said you're a wicked child

can't decide whether i wanna watch 'kids' or more 'tales from the darkside'.. UGH decisions decisions

i'm just a no good, meat eating, sketch on thin paper burned down to the last ash of my cigarette.

takes from the crypt, vodka vodka and more vodka, cigarettes, music, scissors, pencils, books, unhealthy food, and clothes. i don't know what type of girl i am

i have to stay after school tomorrow. forreal this time though.

OH MY GOD WHAT HAPPENED TO BLOGGER

The Dead Weather at Jazz Fest

I AM GOING TO THIS YEARS LOLLAPOOLZA

'everybody wants to be a nigger but nobody wants be a nigger.'

powerful fucking words, and this is why i have the utmost respect for paul mooney and always will.

revelation

i can not pearl. i am the absolute worst weed roller in the world.

is it weird that my two main celebrity crushes are girls? lmao

KREAYSHAWN GOES TO JAPAN! CHO KAWAII - PART 1 KREAYSHAWNが日本に行く！

Earl Sweatshirt: Deerskin

my cousin just decided she's gonna get amy winehouse tattooed on her!! omg i love my cousin with all my heart hahahahaha

just sparked up anotheeeeeeer

I WANNA OPEN EVERYONES EARS TO A NEW GENRE OF MUzik

a few facts about myself so i can look back and A. laugh or B. be like whoa was i dumb. either way! i'll be able to reminencse on where i am in life right now

• i'm 17
• i don't have a tumblr
• i'm failing culinary
• i wanna try to teach myself how to dj over the summer
• i've separated myself from every single girl i hung out with last year because each one of them have manage to create some sort of stress in my life and i really dont need it.
• i have a car
• haven't smoked weed in about a week & a half or maybe just a week. not sure..
• currently re-reading looking for alaska
• i've been super close to my family this year
• SCHOOL IS STILL MY MAIN STRESSER IN LIFE
• this is my 2nd month with netflix
• my cousin is now dating a boy name william
• jackson called me 4 times today.. and i never answered
• i'm thinking about getting a tattoo and not telling my mama
• Kreayshawn follows me on twitter

right now i've been listening to a lot of mashups, cruising around on different peoples soundclouds. i've made up three instrumentals of my own on guitar (but i haven't posted them on soundcloud nor do i have a soundcloud). i've actually been really super depressed for about 3 days but now i'm kinda coming out of my funk. oh i have a twitter and yeah i use it but not as often as i should. swiss angel hair & asparagus taste so good. i've been creating a lot of things lately. clothes, music, different collages.. my relationship with my mother right now is pretty good for the most part. i've been watching nothing but bad girls club, basketball wives, and old reruns of chappelle show & pretty wild haha i've been hanging out at this record store a lot and met this man by the name of rick. my bedroom isn't clean, the weather has been all over the place, and i really really really wanna go streaking somewhere

the top 4 artist that have gotten the most play from me this month

• tyler, the creator
• dum dum girls
• kreayshawn
• warpaint

the top 4 songs that have gotten the most play from me this month

• analog 2 - tyler, the creator
• bhang bhang, i'm a burnout - dum dum girls
• i just wanna be your friend - kreayshawn
• warpaint - warpaint

ugggggh have you ever had so many ideas in your head that you feel like your head's gonna explode?!?!?!!1!! i'm trying to get them all out on paper so i dont forget but ugh, i dunno, i'm weird.

im currently creating something sUrious