TOMORROW IS NATIONAL PANCAKE DAY btw

I LOVE MY LASTFM SINCE I CAN NOW SCROBBLE FROM MY IPAD

yippeeeeeeeeee!

this rain is making it a perfect beach house day.

listening to the first beach house album, getting me through mrs. andrews class right now

next stop devotion..

Freezer Burn/I Wanna Be Your D - Sonic Youth

Cannonball - The Breeders

Son of Three - The breeders

Papercuts - Broadcast

Come on Let's Go - Broadcast

Sure Nuff N' Yes I Do - Captain Beefheart

Hey - Pixies

Caribou - Pixies

* * ~ ~ the songs that have gotten the most play from me dis week ~ ~ * *

hotDOgdaZE

hotDOgdaZE <-- click

~~sex for ma fucking ears, trippin me out!!!!

but if you listen to it, listen to the whole fucking thing or you will not get the full affect

saturday night

Being vain, being alone, and halfway stoned:

i wanna do something new, and with new people. it's not that i'm bored with the ones i'm surround by, but i'm just ready from something different, something fresh and new! i wanna explore different things with new people. get to know myself better, with some new people doing the same. i dunno this is just something that's been on my mind for awhile now. i dunno, i don't feel like i'm being as risky and up for anything as i was last year around this time and it's killing me. I'M BEING BORING AS FUCK, i've been denying hanging out with people just to chill at home, watch movies, eat food, and listen to music with no one but myself and/or my cousin. this is bulllllllllshit. i need to pick my lazy bum up, get active and meet new people. startinnnnnnnnnnnng NOW

a post about movies

list of movies i need to see:

short cuts

shallow grave

deliverance

raging bull

blue velvet

boys don't cry

oh there's more, but i can't seem to find my original list :c

but i found these lying on a sticky on my desktop.

Hocus Pocus - I Put A Spell On You

i just noticed that my last 3 post are negative as fuck sooooo here's a positive one..

okay this weekend was pretty nice. Spent some good ol quality time with myself, yay. i got together with a good pal by the name of jeffery and we went on one of our usual dinner dates, which is aways good. um my parents surprised me with a new car!! and today was a good day! that's all :)

i wish everyone to hell. i really don't like anyone anymore. except for a few, and by a few i mean like 6 people total.. and i'm including family too.

welp in more depressing news, i just failed my license test and have to wait until march to get it again..woohoo

i think it's open mic night at coffee east and i'm home, blogging. wah this is so depressing :c

friday night

i'm up drinking vodka with my cousin and whining about our so called sorrows. blaaaaaaaaaaaah, i think we should just stick to bud.

accidentals

i cannot get to sleep and it is 1:16am. i just found out that i'm grounded this weekend, which doesn't really matter anyways because what life do i have? lololol anywho im currently listening to broadcast and coming down from my high of 2 hours ago? what da fuccccck, in less depressing news, I'M NOT TOO SICK FOR LIFE ANY MORE!! yaaay! i'm at just the right amount of sickness to go on. but while i'm online rambling about useless nonsense, i might as well tell you how i feel about a few things. i've come to that point in my life where school means almost nothing to me, it's a hassle and majority of the people there are rather annoying. my lunch table is obnoxious and i'm thinking about moving, i dunno where i'd go but at this point i really could careless. broadcast is soooo good. i wish i still had the time to draw again, and no i'm not a lesbian. alright i think i should be sleeping now because it's now almost 2:00am.

oh wait i just remembered something - falling in and out of love can happen in any type of relationship, some people forget and some people ruin it for you.