*DARKSIDED*

*DARKSIDED* by taylormleewis featuring a lined jean jacket

Topshop smocked dress
topshop.com

Topshop v neck top
topshop.com

Topshop crop top
$56 - topshop.com

Brown coat
$265 - glam-net.com

Topshop lined jean jacket
topshop.com

CHROMAT black swim suit
bonadrag.com

Topshop black lace up boots
topshop.com

Topshop patent leather shoes
$53 - topshop.com

Me Zena gold chain charm
$28 - motelrocks.com

Topshop derby hat
nordstrom.com

Wildfox Couture heart glasses
wildfoxcouture.com

UNIF wide sunglasses
shopakira.com

Old Navy Mens Patterned Boxers - Pink/black plaid
oldnavy.gap.com

Floral decor
wayfair.com

CDs | Music
hottopic.com

Fender Starcaster Stratocaster Electric Guitar
americanmusical.com

Glittered Metal Happy New Year Tiara
amazon.com

Tupac

"There should be a class on drugs, there should be a class on sex education (a real sex education), there should be a class on police brutality, there should be a class on apartheid, there should be a class on why people are hungry, but there's not there's classes on things like..gym."

The biggest sense of hopefulness in my life is that im only 18 and the saddest thought is that I am 18

hmm

I've been thinking a lot about art schools and different colleges and just my future in general. my mom is still being all pushy about my art and wants me to go to parsons so bad but designing/the art world is so competitive and i do it for me and no one else. I don't even share my work with anyone so yea but anyways after thinking about it all i was imagining how cool art school could be and figured i could maybe ease my way into the art world by displaying my artwork here and have enough people see it that I can handle rather than putting it on like tumblr and have hella people see it but like feel free to write feedback or whatever because i need some constructive criticism or some positive "hey i like this" because the only other person i hear from is my momma haha so this is me taking baby steps and expanding my horizon ok im done and here's somethings I've done this week.

inspired by beginners, I took a stab at pen doodling but fucked up a few because of the pencil i used not meshing with my ink well but actually i like the smudges they created together....and here's a sketch if sky ferreira im currently working on (but she's not apart of the pen doodles).

 

I dropped another hot potato whoops whadda ya know

because

September

um we're only 8 days into September but like hey heres a documentation. I like school a lot, my film class is like crazy cool and my teacher reminds me of ms. frizzle from the magic school bus. My music class is super small and really lovely. My professor loves me and yeah I like him too. Math is lame as always but its whatever. My love life is so weird right now hahahahaha I'm still talking to Linda and stuff but at the same time I'm still talking to Tamu. I still can't see myself in anything too serious because i'm not ready but eh who knows what may happen in a month. My septum is pierced and  i'm typing while still tipsy/hungthefuckover from last night with a headache out of this world so i'm gonna stop riiiiight here.

I don't know who I am anymore. I have this personality, and its fucked up, but it's me. and I see myself becoming this person who does the right thing and says the right thing but that's not me. 

when ya feelin real high yeeeah

unfinished

List of favorite songs ever:
1. Heroin - Velvet Underground
2. Dum dum - Vaselines
3. Devil Town - Daniel Johnston
4. Colour Me In - Broadcast
5. Little Wing - Jimi Hendrix
6. I Put a Spell On You - Nina Simone
7. Wannabe - Spice Girls
8. Picture Me Rollin & Dear Mama - Tupac Shakur
9. Letter to Hermione - David Bowie
10. Dumb - Nirvana
11. Oh Comely - Neutral Milk Hotel
12. The Falconer - Nico
13. Good Morning Heartache - Billie Holiday
14. Candle - Sonic Youth
15. Warpaint - Warpaint
16. Ana - Pixies
17. M.E.X.I.C.O.C.U. - The Kills
18. Indian Ocean - Minks
19. Space Oddity - David Bowie
20. Molly's Lips - Vaselines
21. Bad Romance - Lady Gaga
22. Runnin' - The Pharcyde
23. Hello, It's Me - Todd Rundgren
24. Walk on the Wild Side
(no order) (unfinished)

List of favorite albums of all time:

Nina Simone - I put a spell on you

loving someone
so much

update

• I'm 18
• I don't live with my parents anymore
• I have a twitter
• I have a tumblr
• I went on a date w a girl
• This is my last week of high school ever
• I have a job at a clothing store
• yeah i still like gaga
• I have an 8tracks account
• kreayshawn, lil b, danny brown, and puma follow me on twitter
• I cut my hair
• I still have a fb
• I have a crush
• and a drinking problem
• Amanda Bynes has lost her mind

hey blogger um i'm gonna try to make this as short yet detailed as possible..life..life has been ok. i mean i'm not crying everyday but i'm not jumping to the roof top w joy. i actually was in a bit of a horrible funk not that long ago. like stressed out to the point of throwing up every single day but i'm better i guess (since i'm not vomiting anymore). I spend most of my days at home doing nothing, watching old teen gurl tv dramas & weird movies & eating a lot. Over the past few months I've been listening to a lot of tyler mainly his old shit but when wolf was first released i listened to it on repeat for weeks UM lately i've been listening to the most random combination of artist like the cramps, hella spice girls songs, sonic youth, and the same fucking dinosaur jr. & billy joel song 4ever. I don't think i've ran into any new artist tho :c anywho about 3 weeks ago i went on a date w a cutie pa tootie which just so happens to be a girl LOL ok it was alright the date would have been better if i wasnt such a dumbass lol i still like her rn tho I don't live w my mom anymore bc yeah i'm better off not living w her rn. I've been so sad these past few days more so lonely and just in my head and blaaah ANYWAYZ i haven't watched any new movies but i totally just started watching the tv series arrested development and fuckin love it but other then these super minor events that have occurred in the past few months nothing else even remotely interesting has happened so yeah i guess this is it

oh god i'm so sad i'm narrating shit in my head like on my so called life or some other tween show

usually when i'm sad or happy or whatever I can find a song that is like my soulmate for the moment but i feel so strange right now I can't even find a song to blend with

Mellowhigh - Troublesome2013

ideal graduation presents:
1. an endless supply of marie calender chicken pot pies

2. grease on dvd
3. the complete series of tales from the crypt & sex and the city
4. vu & nico on vinyl
5. lots of random stickers